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Galen



Free Spirit

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posted 12-11-2002 10:41 PM     Profile for Galen   Author's Homepage   Email Galen     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
((OOC: Continues from The Darker Side of Midnight in "Jedi Praxeum/Sith Temple" forums, thank you.))

"NO-OO-OOO!"

The cry rolled up out of my throat even as my body came flying through the whatever kind of "door" it was that-- that creature had opened, flinging us from him as if we were yesterday's garbage and not even worthy of being curbed. I hit the deck, rolling instinctively into a ball as I impacted, wincing as something cracked in my shoulder with an explosion of white-hot shards and my entire arm went numb. All about the chamber whirled in a kaleidoscope of red and stone and broken glass and broken bodies and feet and arms and dear Khaandon, there's that black blot, it's still there....

I hit the brakes, forcing my shattered arm to flail out with its mate, aiding my feet as they dug into stone to bring my wild career to a halt. Before I could lose all my momentum I went over on my back and rotated, then scrabbled to my feet and took off for that black rent.

"Flac! Give him back to us-- you can't... FLAC!"

That great cry of despair raced up from my throat to reverberate off the stone walls of the chamber I suddenly found myself in... as did I for, just as I reached that aching void it snapped into sudden nonexistence. I caromed on through, hitting the stone wall behind it with enough force to crack a rib.

That, my injured arm, the mental stress I had just undergone, combined with the wrenching loss of Flac was too much. I didn't even turn around. I just slid down the wall, face toward it, and puddled into a little ball of pain and despair on the floor.

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"Sure as there is Treasure on Roon...."


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Terrin Danner



Exceptional Salesman turned Really Nice Guy

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posted 12-11-2002 11:11 PM     Profile for Terrin Danner   Author's Homepage   Email Terrin Danner     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
For a seeming eternity Terrin didn't know whether he was here or there, and perhaps he didn't know even now, for all the sudden he was shoved through some strange sort of portal where he continued to slide til he came against a wall with a breathless oof, his body responding with pain upon impact. He looked about the place he now found himself, and discovered he had somehow been transported into a room filled with...

...with...

His blue eyes shot all about the room, tinged with an unusual amout of suspicion. For about him was nothing other than broken glass, shattered cybernetics and...

...and...

...DEAD BODIES...???

Terrin shot to his feet, grabbing the blaster which was conveniently near his grasp. Those blues of his raked about the room, something surfacing in them that wasn't necessarily out of porportion to the situation...

...but it was just wrong.

At length it actually registered that there were three others in that horrid chamber with him; he looked about them and finally let his eyes rest on the crumpled form of his wife. Then those eyes shot to Graysith, his face now contorting with confusion as a wealth of mistrust rolled from his inner psyche. He looked back at Galen...

Galen, she left you. She left you because she doesn't love you. She never did, a shoulder devil piped.

Terrin shook his head, as if trying to clear some sort of mysterious fuzz. The logical portion of his brain was trying to register the fact that this wasn't like him. But he simply couldn't get past it...

His eyes again fell on Graysith.

She, she did this to Galen, he just KNEW it. She'd always been after her; from the very start...

Terrin leveled his blaster at Graysith--then thought better of it. She had those powers of hers, she'd strike them both dead. Maybe...

...just maybe if he could move fast enough...

Before anyone could so much as bat an eye, Terrin scooped Galen's limp form into his arms, turned on his heel, and began to run.

Nevermind there wasn't even a single ship anywhere in the vicinity that he could fly...

[ 12-11-2002 11:13 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Graysith



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The Lady Jharmeen Q'utaro looked up from the rather unladylike position she suddenly found herself in, just in time to see Captain Danner look wildly about himself, scoop up a nearby blaster, level it at her, right between the eyes....

...then lower it as, with something approximating a gasp of sorts he likewise scooped up the unconscious Galen and fled the broken Kaminoan lab entirely.

Graysith merely sighed, climbing gracefully to her feet, brushing off broken glass from herself as she did. Then the Glyph on her forehead ravened into illustrious brilliance as, her eyes darkening, she raised a hand, seconds away from summoning that power over which she was gaining more and more control, that she could stop Terrin Danner in his tracks and retrieve Galen so her injuries could be attended to.

But there she paused, arm held high.

This was, after all, still the Quest of her son.

Slowly that arm lowered itself to cross in front of her in seeming calm. But the fire in her eye belied her apparent demeanor. For a moment she stood quietly; then energy fairly burst from her as she whirled, crying out loudly, demanding the shadows she knew to be lurking to bless Jharu and give him added strength and protection.

"Warrior-scion, I now call upon you to finish your quest! This right do I have as Lady of the Warrior clan of the Sith!"

Something moved darkly in the distance as she stood there, her gaze now pinning her boy, one arm raised, the other lightly holding the hilt of her battle-sword, Rora'Kessh. Slowly she drew that gleaming dragon-hilted blade from its scabbard, and pointed it in the direction in which Terrin Danner had fled.

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Jharu


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posted 12-11-2002 11:39 PM     Profile for Jharu   Author's Homepage   Email Jharu     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Jharu nodded slowly, before runing onward, as he passed her he spoke quickly before continuing onward. "Thank you mother."

then he was off, moving with as great a speed as he could muster, shacking off the remnants of the ach his body had been feeling he ran all the harder.

Finaly he saw that which he sought, terrin was almost to the exit of the temple, when jharu came upon him... With great effort jharu manage to take hold of the robes he was wearing. "uncle terrin! CALM DOWN!"

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Terrin Danner



Exceptional Salesman turned Really Nice Guy

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Blue eyes which usually would have remained inscrutable cast a look of complete suspicion towards the Sith kid that Terrin was actually beginning to give a modicum of trust.

He cradled Galen more tightly to himself and aimed that blaster of his again, as if he really believed it was gonna do him any good. "Get your hands off me and get out of my way kid!" he growled, casting a look that was almost wild and unseeing upon Jharu. "You damn Sith think you are so almighty, beating up on us mere humans," he muttered. Then he jerked away, his blaster still trained on Jharu. "If you don't follow me, I won't shoot you, since you are just a kid...but it isn't because I like you," he finished smugly.

Then he simply proceeded onward.

[ 12-11-2002 11:55 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Galen



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posted 12-12-2002 12:09 AM     Profile for Galen   Author's Homepage   Email Galen     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
I groaned a little as something moved against me, pressing into me, crushing me...

Then fairly leapt from whatever it was I was snugged within as white lightning shot up and down my arm and straight up into my head where it parked itself behind my eyes and began dancing. With the greatest of efforts I managed to peek my eyes open, blinking to get the shocked bleariness from them.

Then they snapped open in complete disbelief.

That was Jharu, with a blaster in his face. And the hand attached to that blaster belonged to none other than Terrin Danner.

I gawped, shock pushing the pain from my body as my eyes traced a route from the blaster, up his arm, to his face and settled in his eyes.

His blue eyes.

His wide and staring blue eyes.

His distorted and pain-filled and extremely suspicious and not entirely sane blue eyes....

"Hey!" I hollered without thinking, now beginning to struggle. "What in Hell's Seven Circles do you think you're doing? That's my nephew! Put that blaster the hell away, and put me down!"

I struggled a bit more wildly, straining against the tight grip he had about me, doing my best to free myself but not getting very far in doing so.

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Terrin Danner



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Terrin directed his eyes down to gaze into Galen's face as she struggled...

...and something within him warred with itself as a hot retort and release came as the disturbingly instinctive reaction to her words.

Somewhere deep inside Terrin knew this wasn't him. But he couldn't stop it."No way in hell," he growled, only gripping the blaster tighter. "What the hell do you think this Sith kid is gonna do for you? But then again," he continued, "Why the hell would you need me for anything?"

He halted at that as something akin to horror shot up in his eyes.

Did you just really SAY THAT Terrin Danner?

He tried to shove that little question to the back of his mind, but the shock and puzzlement read clearly in his eyes. As if not knowing anything better to do, he simply gripped the blaster even tighter, pushing his way past Jharu and on.

[ 12-12-2002 12:32 AM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Jharu


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Jharu narrowed his eyes suddenly, had terrin just threatened him?

No one Will interfer with my quest... Uncle... terrin... No one.

his hand reached down to his belt, causing him to vanish from sight... He quickly followed after terrin, making sure not to make any noise...

He noted the way the man seemed to be ready to shoot the very air itself, as though it would turn on him at any second...

jharu shook his head. I dont know whats wrong with you... But Im not going to let you just leave like this...

Soon he was close behind terrin, and without a second thought, he unsnapped his blade, bringing the sheath down upon terrin with great force, knocking the man unconcious... The sheath returned to its place at jharu's side, and he uncloaked himself.

Then he leaned down, and lifted galen to her feet, he could tell she was injured, and probably incappable of walking on her own without great pain...

With a brief smile he picked her up into his arms, only saying "It will all be ok"
in explanation, before he took her into the little sith ship and deposeted her gently on one of the seats...

Jharu then exited, and soon returned with terrin ackwardly in his grasp, the man was much bigger then jharu, and he found it difficult to carry him, but somehow he managed it...

he then took the blaster, which was still clutched tightly in terrins hands, and tossed it out the door...

leaving terrin on the floor, he sat down on another chair, turning galens chair slightly, he looked at her "if he wakes up... Make sure to tell me... I dont know how he normaly acts... But i wont allow him to do anythign stupid... Not now..."

tapping a few sigels the ship lifted into the air... When he had it safely in rout to Kori'sian jharu looked to her again.

"ah... Are you hurt? is there anything i can do to help?"

He also reached out to his mother. " We are heading home mommy... Ill be back soon..."

[ 12-12-2002 12:41 AM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Jharu ]

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Galen



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posted 12-12-2002 12:49 AM     Profile for Galen   Author's Homepage   Email Galen     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
I grunted, and closed my eyes in momentary reply.

Great Khaandon's Ghost, had all this really just happened?

Then I opened them, letting them briefly run over Terrin's limp body before returning to Jharu. I smiled, albeit a bit shakily; fates knew I was probably as white as a ghost.

"It's just a rib and an arm, kid," I said shortly, my voice clipped in pain and tight with lack of breath. "I'll be all right."

With those words my eyes slid back to Terrin's quiet form, and the smile faded from my lips.

Would you Galen? I asked myself silently. Would you indeed....

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Terrin Danner



Exceptional Salesman turned Really Nice Guy

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Slowly Terrin wafted towards consciousness, realizing that his head felt just about like it was gonna explode. He inwardly frowned at this; what the hell had happened? Then, he remembered,and his mind froze at the memory. Had he done that? Had he really, really done that?

What the hell is the matter with you, Danner?! some little insistent voice queried. This isn't LIKE you, not one bit...

As if to try to figure out this sudden puzzle, Terrin began to sift through recent events, trying to analyze just what might be provoking this sort of action. To his dismay, every thought he turned to, every memory he pulled up just simply...

...hurt.

This WASN'T right. This COULDN'T be...

...could it?

As if to mock him, the image of a red-headed hellion seemed to cackle within his very mind. And he was suddenly finding that there was no one, absolutely no one he could turn to.

And worst of all he couldn't even turn to himself. Couldn't trust himself. After all, he HAD done that...

Agony washed over him in waves as he simply realized he couldn't stand this. Couldn't live like this. Somehow he did know, on a purely instinctive level, that this just wasn't right. As well as he knew that, if he didn't take a step and reach out to someone now regardless of the pain it was causing him, he was just going to go completely mad.

And he couldn't live this way, either.

At length he let out a groan, and let his eyelids roll open, slowly. As images swam into focus he slowly realized that there were two people looking at him suspiciously, and one of those people...

His heart simply ached. She was afraid of him?

What the hell have you done, Terrin? that little voice repeated. Then: You've lost her. She doesn't love you...

He stopped at that. For although he was having a hell of a time trusting anyone else, the fact of the matter was that he still loved her, no matter what.

So why then did the fact that he loved her hurt him so? Why couldn't he trust her? Hadn't he before?

The look in his blue eyes was a sea of pain and desperation and terror. You've gotta take the first step Terrin. You've gotta let someone know what is going on, despite the mistrust.

After all, you've done it before....

haven't you?

He struggled to sit up, then reached out, laying a hand on Galen's arm. She nearly jerked away, but something stopped her. "I...I'm sorry Galen," he muttered. "I wanted to be there for you, so badly. But you were gone, and I couldn't find you, anywhere. And then he...

...he..."

Well, one thing was for certain. All those things that gave him love and happiness and joy were now only causing agony and anguish. But the things that hurt him like hell before were still strangely in place. Terrin couldn't finish that sentence. He never could. Again he reached into his Sith robe and pulled out that locket. He placed it in Galen's hand, then removed his hand from her arm, not quite certain what he might do.

He couldn't trust himself, so then perhaps they shouldn't either.

"She...that hellspawned teenager...did something to me back there, I just know it," he continued then, his eyes again shifting to nothing more than total despair as a memory that was strangely untouched surfaced. A look of concern for everyone's safety also rose from the depths of his eyes.

He might not trust anyone. But that didn't mean he wanted to hurt them. If anything...

"Perhaps...you should just get rid of me now," he commented sorrowfully, the distrust in himself taking the upper hand as distrust in self usually does. Then he finished with, "Everything I think hurts..."

[ 12-12-2002 10:59 AM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Galen



Free Spirit

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posted 12-12-2002 12:53 PM     Profile for Galen   Author's Homepage   Email Galen     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
I sat coiled into a little ball in my navigations seat, staring numbly at the locket Terrin had placed in my hand. Vision after vision rose up in my head.... I shook it, trying to concentrate on the here and now and what Terrin was saying to me. And upon the fact of how those words just didn't quite mesh with his actions.

This is what happens with you, Galen, I thought darkly, closing my fist around the locket until it made an imprint in my hand. First with Sorben. You left, to keep him from harm, and where did it leave you? Where did it lead him? He was still enmeshed in this whole mess... and he killed you. Or would have, if you hadn't the foresight to wrangle for those clones.

And now Terrin. Same song, second verse... only this time it's more subtle. There's just something not quite right here, his words and actions don't vibe, what's the deal--?

My frown deepened and I hunkered into myself more tightly, somewhere deep down wondering why the hell I wasn't running to him -- ok, so I was physically hurt, but that hadn't stopped me before, Khaandon knows -- but instead trying to withdraw yet further.

He came after you, didn't he? Well... so did Flac. So did your nephew. Scratch that.

And then it hit me. I blinked, feeling an icy little shiver ripple up and down my back, and my hand tried to squeeze the locket into the very flesh of my palm.

Why wasn't he running to me now? Inquiring about my wounds? Trying to make it all better with me? It wasn't as if he was trying to avoid me altogether, for here he was practically sobbing in my lap. All I was getting from him was what had happened to him.... and with a little start it struck me that that was really what I had been getting from him all along.

Hadn't I openly accused him of that once before?

I shook my head again, hunkering into and even tighter and icier ball, and clenched my jaw over and over as I tried to think of exactly what I could say to him. I didn't really believe this bit about something messing with his mind; for there was one little, tiny thing that just up and negated everything he was trying to get across to me. Just one little thing that had already happened, but which informed me of more than any apology or explanation ever could.

He did come, and take me up... and haul me along, granted. BUT.

But... he did not put me down when I asked; the blaster thing, sheesh, that I could eventually overlook due to the heat of the situation, but...

He did not put me down.

He treated me like... like some thing he owned or something, something he had lost and had to come retrieve and physically steal back into ownership once again.

I left him. He chased after, and caught.

And he didn't put me down... where I would have a choice of standing beside him and fighting alongside him or not.

MY CHOICE. Khaandon knows I'm something of a tough one, a free spirit, a stand alone kind of gal. Hard to get close to, hard to give myself to another... and when I did, I did with the expectation that I was recognized for who and what I was, and accepted as such.

I guess he never really knew me after all... and I guess I never really knew him.

His final despairing statement brought me from my dark thoughts with a jerk. I swallowed, trying to wet my throat so the words I then spoke wouldn't stick in it.

"May- maybe he's right, kid," I managed in a near whisper. "Maybe we'd better take him wherever the hell he wants to go."

I fell silent at that, placing my fist against my mouth, elbow -- the one which was working properly, that is -- on the arm of the navigation seat, and just stared out into middle space, wondering where I myself was going to go from here.

Quite suddenly, all I wanted to do was go home. Back to our holdings on Garos 4. But, having sold my property to buy the clones, I couldn't even do that.

I sighed and closed my eyes.

[ 12-12-2002 12:57 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Galen ]

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Terrin Danner



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The look in Terrin's eye deepened even further with pain. She didn't understand; didn't believe him, he could see it in her eyes.

And that's how it always is. some little insipid voice taunted.

He frowned at that, then slipped back into his own thoughts, numbly hearing her words in the background of a raging mind. He couldn't help but go back to what he had just done.

Why...why did you do that again? Ahhhhh yes. The Sith. That damn sister of hers, she had hurt Galen, somehow. And you woulda been next, sure as kriffing hell..

...shoulda known better than to trust those damn Sith. And after all, you did THAT because you made the mistake of trusting yourself too, Terrin. But then, perhaps you are all you’ve got left now...

Terrin’s look darkened at that. Why, if he was feeling this way though, did it still not make any sense?

He flicked his blue eyes back to Galen then to Jharu. Neither were paying him much mind. He said the words that accompanied the thoughts he was thinking.

"That...that ex-sister of yours is gonna hurt you...gonna hurt us all if you go back there. I, I just know it...she can't be trusted," he said, again struggling with something inside that said the words coming from his mouth weren't exactly right, didn't match with something he already knew. But those basic instincts now instilled in him—those that really were very much an exaggeration of who he truly was—were still holding him in an iron grasp.

His eyes clouded with nothing more than suspicion and horror as he turned to Jharu, recalling how he’d come to know the kid. To his utter confusion, those memories strangely didn’t match with what he was suddenly finding himself wanting to do. The suspicion on his face contorted into a look of complete confusion as something inside him continued to point out that he had been trusting this kid, and that he had been trusting Galen, before now.

So then why couldn’t he now? Why did he have this ever-increasing urge to get away from everyone, from everything? Why hadn’t he listened to Jharu back on the surface of K’eel Doba? To Galen? He’d done it before...

No one, absolutely no one, could be trusted. It’d only cause him more hurt...

But then the logical portion of his mind took over, forcing him to actually think. And most importantly of all, realize that anything he could do at this point just might get him killed. It’s one thing to be a mistrusting guy, and another to be a stupid one. He frowned as that logical portion prodded him to point out what he was finding so confusing and terrifying within himself.

Maybe he WAS going mad...

“My memories...” he said quietly, unsure as to if anyone was listening to him, “Don’t match how I'm feeling right now...

...things I used to believe in...used to trust...

I just...just...

can't anymore.”

With that he fell silent, his eyes defocusing and clouding. He really couldn't live like this. Not for long...

[ 12-12-2002 02:16 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Galen



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Used to trust?

Used to trust!!

Something inside me flared out at that, and I yanked my fist from where it was propping up my head. Another series of images began flicking through my mind, forcing aside the uprush of pain that rapid movement had brought to me.

Images from Phrinnchatka... where I returned with Sorben, who had been hurt, fatally for all I had known at the time, due to ME. Where I had fled away, just seeking my own little nook, trying to think things out as that horrific injury he had taken on my behalf just revealed how much I still felt for him. How Terrin had yet followed, traipsing after, when all I simply needed was time to think, to sort things out...

...and all I could think of now was how I had yet to be able to come to any conclusion at all about anybody for the way that fate had just taken me up in its tornadic hand and whirled me along like a leaf upon the wind.

I opened my mouth to retort something... then paused. For until I could figure out the answer to the remaining question that haunted me, I wasn't gonna go sticking my foot any farther down my own throat:

I didn't know if he had chased after so doggedly because he saw a need in me to have him yet in my life...

...or if he had done so simply out of the reverse.

The difference between the two viewpoints, while subtle, was lightyears in dimension. So I just closed my mouth without saying another word, and turned away, giving my head a little shake.

What he's trying to excuse himself with isn't making any sense, I thought to myself, swallowing with the effort to keep myself quiet.

If he doesn't trust anybody anymore... why then, he sure as hell doesn't trust you either, does he Galen ol' girl? Yet why in Hell's Seven Circles is he yammering on with all the explanations here? Why, if he isn't trusting anyone, like he claims, alluding perhaps that something weird had messed him up?

Why the hell was he opening up to me at all? It simply doesn't mesh... and therefore negates any of what he's trying to put forth as an excuse, doesn't it?

I never did much take to being considered a... a thing....

Tears of anger flashing into my eyes, I just turned away, and bit my lip so hard it drew blood. The atmosphere was so thick you could cut it with a knife....

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Terrin Danner



Exceptional Salesman turned Really Nice Guy

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Whatever speck of sense and logic that was trying to niggle insistently at the corners of Terrin's mind that this was just...wrong simply cut off when Galen turned her back on him.

Maybe it wasn't his feelings that were wrong. Maybe instead his memories were inaccurate...

Either way, that red-headed demon had done something to him, and he couldn't think straight anymore to find anyone who could help him figure out what the hell the problem was. And in the shape he was in, he really couldn't help himself; after all, anyone who MIGHT be able to help him simply fell into the REALLY not trusted category.

But hadn't he trusted them before, even with the lives of the people who were most important to him...?

He couldn't take it anymore. So he simply withdrew in upon himself, folding his arms against his chest as his look clouded into complete passivity, settling on the fact that, so long as he used his head, let his instincts guide him, and let his memories fall by the wayside, at least he could stay sane.

Perhaps for a little while, anyway.

[ 12-12-2002 03:46 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Terrin Danner ]

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"Where's the horns, flyboy?"
~~Galen
It is a far greater thing to live a life with purpose and risk death than to simply live.~~CMH


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Jharu turned slowly, looking at his aunt,
his hand reached out, putting it on her knee. "dont worry aunt galen... It will be ok... You'll be ok..."


he then turned to terrin, his face deepening into a frown, removing his hand from its place upon galens leg...

he considered the man for a moment, before shaking his head, a bit of his more childish side coming out as he spoke "I dont understand... If you dont want this to happen... Then why not just trust? no one can decide who you like, or disslike for you..."

he sighed, taking a deep breath, before once more putting away his childishness. "You say my... My sister made you untrusting, and if that is so... I wish i could help you... But even if i had the capability to help you... Would you trust me enough to accept it?"

with that jharu turned his attention back to the controlls, making sure everything was in order... They would be home soon... HOME.

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"power? power is meaningless, It is wisdom that rules my Destiny"


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Graysith



Chosen Daughter

Member # 27

posted 12-12-2002 08:59 PM     Profile for Graysith   Author's Homepage   Email Graysith     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Graysith stood for the longest time in one spot, reaching out with her talents, seeing after the safety of her son from a distance. Not that she would step in from afar; no. Rather, she kept a watchful eye on his progress just in case she needed to give chase herself, should events balloon beyond his capability to deal with them.

But she had little to worry about. She smiled to herself, seeing her son's resourcefulness as he dealt with the problem presented to him and thus successfully completed his Quest.

Nodding in satisfaction, she waited until he had taken Galen and Captain Danner into the little Sith fighter and had taken off for Koris'ian. Then she raised a graceful hand, opened a portal through the All, and proceeded to return home herself. The Gateway closed behind her with a silent little snick, and the silence of the ages descended once again upon the Temple of S'slan, a silence disturbed only by the sith shadows ever sobbing in the dark recesses, sorry to see their momentary visitors elude them.

((OOC: Follow Graysith back into A Time Not Far Away in the "CSWU" forums, thank you.))

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I ride the Stormcloud and the Night!


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Jharu


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posted 12-12-2002 11:04 PM     Profile for Jharu   Author's Homepage   Email Jharu     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Jharu smiled to himself as his home came into view... Quickly he put the ship into course, and had it zooming towards the little city in which his parants resided...

Soon he had brought the craft to a soft touch down beside the larger sith warship...

opening the hatch he looked to galen, leaning down he assisted her in standing, and slowly walked out, looking to terrin for a moment as if unsure what the man would do...

Soon they had exited the ship and begun the journy to the temple... As they turned a corner he smiled seeing the faces of his parants, close behind were a few others...

as his mother approuched he looked to galen "she was hurt mother...Can...Can you help her?"

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"power? power is meaningless, It is wisdom that rules my Destiny"


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Graysith



Chosen Daughter

Member # 27

posted 12-13-2002 02:03 AM     Profile for Graysith   Author's Homepage   Email Graysith     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
((OOC: Follow Jharu into A Time Not Far Away in the "CSWU" forums, thank you.))

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Jasyn Lancaster



One of the Crew, Technical (and Sith Brandy) Specialist

Member # 389

posted 12-22-2002 10:18 PM     Profile for Jasyn Lancaster   Author's Homepage   Email Jasyn Lancaster     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
(((OCC: Continues from A Time Not Far Away in the CSWU.)))

Jasyn paced the back room of the warship, his mind too full to even think clearly. And this time his inability to think had absolutely nothing to do with Sith brandy; try as he might the things that had happened so very recently he simply could not drown in a bottle.

Terrin, buddy, you were always the cautious one. So how the Hell is it that Fate went and took you first out of all of us?

Jasyn's eyes darkened at that. Appearances could be decieving, and he could be a difficult one to read, always indulging himself on food and wine. Because of this fact it was quite likely most people on board the warship didn't really have a clue as to how hard he was taking this...

...save perhaps probably one other person who Jasyn knew was probably taking this even harder than he was. Still, Jasyn didn't know what to say, and therefore had really said next to nothing regarding Terrin's death. And really, what good would words do? A lame "I'm sorry" wasn't going to go too far; wasn't gonna cut it. And in all honesty, Jasyn wanted something more himself that words couldn't even hold a candle to.

The realization that they had landed, as well as words wafting from the cabin, jarred Jasyn from his darkening thoughts.

"There was something else in the ship!" he heard Jharu exclaim. "Something big and hairy! he stayed guard when we left... We need to tell him that Flac isnt coming back!"

Frowning at that Jasyn wandered into the control room of the ship, finding some already gathered near the hatch. "Something big and hairy?" he repeated with added emphasis. "You mean a Wookie?" he queried. "In that case, I'm thinking we shouldn't take too many people over to that ship if he's on gaurd--it's not wise to upset a Wookie, after all. Aside from that," he continued, pursing his lips thoughtfully and turning to regard Galen, "We'd better send at least one person he knows out to tell him what's going on. Maybe he'd respond better that way.

He shrugged, turning again to regard everyone. "It's the advice of a mere techie, but it's worth mentioning at least. And however we approach this, I'd be happy to assist. Maybe he won't mind a brandy-loving techie"...minus his really good friend, came the unspoken thought, "...too much..."

[ 12-22-2002 10:25 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Jasyn Lancaster ]

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"We don't need no stinkin' Jedi!"
"You gotta try some of this Sith brandy!"
"Ummm... Boss...?"
"Brandy, you're a fine girl..." (from "Brandy" by Looking Glass)


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Shayla Stargazer Petrolu



Adept

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posted 12-23-2002 11:51 AM     Profile for Shayla Stargazer Petrolu   Author's Homepage   Email Shayla Stargazer Petrolu     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Shayla cocked a brow at Jasyn, her look otherwise completely inscrutable. "You do what you want to," she commented, "But the longer we sit around her plotting how we should do this the more suspicious he is going to get. We might as well be up front right now."

With nothing more than that, Shayla proceeded out the now-open hatch of the warship, paying absolutely no heed to Erik's cries that she wait.
She hadn't spent all those years training as a Jedi without learning how to approach a precarious situation.

Only vaguely hearing the pitter-patter of at least one pair of feet behind her, Shayla continued forward, her aura completely calm. She proceeded into the now-yawning hatch of the strange little ship before them, almost immediately met by a growling and very disgruntled creature, who was actually even larger than Wookie. He seemed to only be held back from reacting more violently because he recognized at least one of their party.

Shayla held both hands out, palms outward. Her look grew understanding and concerned. "I am Shayla Petrolu Kartan. We come in peace," she stated calmly and quietly. "Your friend Flac has come to some trouble and we come here only to assist him in any way that we can," she explained further, saying nothing more than that for the moment.

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"Small minds think in small terms!"
~~CMH~~
(I am NOT turning to the Darkside...)


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Galen



Free Spirit

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posted 12-23-2002 07:25 PM     Profile for Galen   Author's Homepage   Email Galen     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Jasyn's words managed to worm their way through the black cloud I had been moping in the entirety of the trip to K'eel Doba, and poked me with enough emphasis to make me sit up and realize we had arrived. I sighed, trying to ease the ache in my heart; to no avail. To make matters worse, someone was going to have to go out there and explain to Malf what had happened to Flac. I hadn't a clue how close the big hairball had gotten to be with him.

Again... due to me.

Now I sniffed back threatening tears, and got to my feet. "Yeah," I was beginning to answer Jasyn's sound advice when that gal hanging around Jharmeen suddenly leapt to her feet and proceeded to disembark the warship. My brows rose about six inches when on the forward viewscreen I saw her traipse into DJ, bold as you please, without so much as an order or suggestion being given by anyone.

That a couple "anyones" seemed to be a touch wee irritated by that action was evident even from where I was sitting. A certain pair of vividly green eyes were literally sending daggers shooting toward the open hatch of the warship; not able to stand their attendant shards which were slamming into my own back en route to that hatch, I turned round in time to see Jharmeen raise a hand and place it on her husband's chest. They looked at each other; though they didn't speak a word, it was plain as the nose on my face that they were communicating with each other, and communicating quite clearly.

Not all of us are so lucky. I had to communicate the hard way.

"Ummm... er, I'll-- I'll just go on out and board DJ and try to keep Malf from ripping your friend to shreds," I said, trying to lighten up the suddenly frosty atmosphere. Those words were not entirely meant to be frivolous; Khaandon alone knows how Malf reacts to strangers when he first wakes up.

Probably tries to eat them, the thought passed through my mind as I shot a little smile toward Jharmeen and Lord Recinis, got to my feet, and hurried from the ship.

Boarding DJ, I was in time to see Malf come lumbering out from the little nesting spot he had made for himself, rubbing his eyes, his stomach rumbling, and grumbling to himself at the interruption.

"Hey, Malf!" I hollered abruptly, before he could do anything rash and unthinking. "It's me, Galen! Rise and shine, bedbug; it's time to get up and into the fray."

I winced at my choice of words, praying under my breath that the big walking carpet wouldn't come to any harm on my behalf.

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"Sure as there is Treasure on Roon...."


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Jasyn Lancaster



One of the Crew, Technical (and Sith Brandy) Specialist

Member # 389

posted 12-23-2002 11:13 PM     Profile for Jasyn Lancaster   Author's Homepage   Email Jasyn Lancaster     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Jasyn scowled blackly at Shayla's departing back.

Here a guy tries to give a little good advice, and it gets shoved up his nose.

As Galen gave her own explanation then exited the ship, Jasyn stood and brushed invisible lent from his Sith robe...

SITH ROBE...?!

...and nodded once to Graysith and Lord Recinis, intending to be good to his word. "I'll go behind and make sure the ladies make out allright," he commented, then turning to Erik, "And I'll tell your wife to get back to you."

With not so much as another word Jasyn turned and proceeded outside, casually strolling towards the open hatch of the other ship, being careful not to make any sudden moves that might trigger an unwanted reaction. Quietly and smoothly, he slipped in behind Galen and reached out to pull Shayla back. That she was not too thrilled by the motion was evident; Jasyn merely ignored that and nodded back in the direction of the Sith warship. "Go back before you get into trouble," he mouthed to her, his brown eyes then meeting her greeny-blue ones. She frowned at him momentarily then seemed to consider something, suddenly switching gears and suddenly looking apologetic. She nodded to him once then backed out quietly.

Jasyn then turned his attentions back to the what was happening aboard the ship. As he did so something else grabbed his attention and he frowned, his ears picking up on a constant bleeping sound that seemed to be wafting very quietly from the cabin of the little ship admidst the "furball's" growls and grumbles.

"Speaking of fray," he commented very quietly after Galen had finished speaking, "sounds like something or someone wants our attention in the cabin..."

[ 12-23-2002 11:51 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Jasyn Lancaster ]

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"We don't need no stinkin' Jedi!"
"You gotta try some of this Sith brandy!"
"Ummm... Boss...?"
"Brandy, you're a fine girl..." (from "Brandy" by Looking Glass)


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Shayla Stargazer Petrolu



Adept

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posted 12-23-2002 11:49 PM     Profile for Shayla Stargazer Petrolu   Author's Homepage   Email Shayla Stargazer Petrolu     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
As Shayla headed back for the Sith warship she quietly berated herself, the reality of what she had just done now beginning to slam into her full-force.

You did it again, didn't you? You didn't listen to what someone else who just might have been more experienced was trying to tell you. Damn Shayla, when will you ever learn? And dear gods, this time you put your own baby at risk. You've gotta get a handle on this thing, NOW.

Finally reentering the hatch of the warship, Shayla cast an apologetic look in Erik's direction. Then she met Lord Recinis's nearly-reprimanding stare for the barest of moments, then bowing her head in respect as well as something else. "My apologies for my sudden and unthinking behavior," she said quietly. Then she looked up again, her gaze seeking forgiveness, if in fact there would be any of that.

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"Small minds think in small terms!"
~~CMH~~
(I am NOT turning to the Darkside...)


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Recinis


Sith Protector

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posted 12-24-2002 12:49 AM     Profile for Recinis   Author's Homepage   Email Recinis     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Recinis looked at Shayla for a moment, eyes locked upon hers, searching through her feelings.
with a sudden anti-climactic display those emerald eyes were covered briefly as he blinked nodded.

"You must learn... learn that it is not speed which makes one victor, but wisdom...even when there is no time to spare, time must be spent, or what time you have saved, is wasted in failure."

Slowly he turned his gaze to Jharmeen, smiling, he spoke. "M'lady, as she is your adept, acceptance or denial of course rests in your hands..."

He then stood walking towards the hatch. "While Things are accomplished within the other ship, i will see to things in the temple... Jharmeen, You wished to take other ships, perhaps we should return for the fighter on Kori'sian... Perhaps Mr. And Mrs. Kartan may transport one of us back to the planet to retrieve it... While time is short, your words are wise, i am sorry for not considering them in depth ealier"

with that he exited the ship and made his way to the temple.

Finding his way deep within the temple, he eventauly came to the place filled with death...

In the door way he remained, looking within at the torn boddies of the scientists, the broken lab equipment...
Roan... You are a viscious being... So easily you have forgotten the way's of the warrior... Of had times changed that much sense the day's of my birth?

Recinis turned away, he could tell that any evidence of what had transpired within the room had long sense been destroyed, and after the destruction... It had been whiped clean of the crumbs...

Recinis entered another room, where a jewled and extravogent dagger sat, its blade imbeded within the stone, a sword lieing before it snapped in two. The traditional symbole of S'slan.

Approuchign slowly he kneeled before the lowered alter, his eyes looking down at the dagger, shaking his head from side to side.

"S'slan... God of life and death... The two things we believed to have complete control of...Warriors hold such foolish beliefs...To hold so strongly to the thought that one warrior holds a title such as 'god' and in that controls destiny..."

his head shook once more, his hand rising to grasp the hilt if the dagger.
"By your blade S'slan... roans life shall be taken... And the good in darra shall not come to death..."

Rising again he exited from the room.
Indeed... Someday perhaps, we will no longer hold such foolish beliefs. Someday...

with only a moment longer wait, he began the walk from the temple, to return to the ship.

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"my hearts my strongest weapon, my mind my swiftess blade, the words i speak can cut your flesh, and leave you in the gray"
---BMG


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Graysith



Chosen Daughter

Member # 27

posted 12-24-2002 11:14 AM     Profile for Graysith   Author's Homepage   Email Graysith     Send New Private Message   Edit/Delete Post
Although the Lady Q'utaro was bonded body and heart and soul to her husband and would never willingly depart from him, that did not make her a mirror image of the Dark Lord of the Sith. His life was encompassed by steadying shades of gray; hers was a constant transmution from stark white to ebon black. On a level too deep to be even called instinctive she observed and reacted to her world in this rather cut and dried manner; indeed that very predisposition was one of the qualities she possessed which had alerted Aelvedaar to her to begin with.

Her reaction to the current situation was no exception.

Her eyes hardened to amethyst crystals as Shayla turned to her in the wake of the departing Recinis. Her adept's green-blue eyes were filled with something approaching apology and contriteness... and something else as well.

Graysith's lids dropped a fraction.

"Such actions on your part seem to be coming more prevalent, Shayla," she said in a somewhat cold voice. "In regard to this, apology is denied... until you deduce exactly why it is so that I deny it."

She shot a final penetrating look into her adept's eyes, then turned away from her. The Tooth-burdened thrimm slapped against her thighs as she now moved through the warship, searching for her son, finding him at last in a small room he had taken unto himself as private quarters. She entered without announcing herself, and came to a halt before him.

"My son, I am sending you after my ship. Your father has suggested that Mr. Kartan and Shayla should take us to retrieve it; I can get you there faster, that you can return here in all due haste."

With that she opened a portal back to Koris'ian and, taking her son by the hand led him through it. They stepped out together upon the grassy landing field where Chosen One waited patiently for the arrival of someone to take off into the hyperlanes once again.

Graysith waited until Jharu had made the rune to open the hatch; then she nodded in satisfaction.

"Set your course to K'eel Doba, my son," she said in quiet command. "We shall await you there, for your father is yet scouring the Temple for clues as to why our adversary does as he does. But should we depart, you can follow our course by the Link we maintain with each other."

She fell silent, waiting as Jharu nodded and, giving her a hug, turned to board Chosen One. Then she abruptly let her Warrior Lady's commanding demeanor drop from her like chaff from wheat, and reaching out halted Jharu in mid-step. She wrapped her arms tightly around him, and gave him a loving kiss on his forehead.

Then after waving him on, she returned through the portal to K'eel Doba. There she headed for her quarters, to rest from the toll this foray into the All had cost her.

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I ride the Stormcloud and the Night!


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