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Siratne
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posted 01-05-2007 03:18 PM
((OOC: Alright, sense taking off got the axe, i'll continue here in a matter of speaking. As im at kind of a crossroads of issues, no means of travel, but i hate to continue posting by myself or i feel like im just writing a book, and if i remember correctly that is also a nono, so i hope to avoid that )) Lost...Adrift within a soothing, warm, bright place...floating...floating endlessly... He was following the thread within himself that led he knew not where... But it was the warmest part of his being...the place within him that did not smell of blood, did not pulsate with hate... He followed that inner warmth, that ancient thread that was. At the end of that thread was a vision...a vision of a crimson locked woman with endless eyes of violet... "she's....my..." what was the word? what word was he searching for? there was a word...a word he had never been assosiated with before this time... "mother..." the word held great meaning...as though it suddenly defined a whole new purpose in his existence. He awoke, to find his fists clenched so tightly, that blood dripped from his hands. His mind refused to grasp quite why, the meaning escaped him, but he was afraid, afraid of the looming shadow within him... Afraid to of the voices tauntings. his head shook, he held tightly to the inner warmth he knew was also a part of him...Held tight to the love he felt was somehow tied to his mother... He would find a way to find his place in the universe...find a way to overcome both the light and the dark within him...and find a way simply to be...without the constant pressure... Knowing full that this would take time...the first step was to learn what he could of the universe he now found himself in...alone. He would make use of whatever knowledge the cloners had at hand...he would study...study the politics of the universe, study the workings of the machinery, study histories of worlds, study the religions that have come and gone....he would study...for knowledge could give him the power to find his way... |