|
The Holonet Boards » Complete Star Wars Universe » Wellsprings of Despair |
Galen
|
posted 05-18-2002 06:01 PM
The two most bitter words I had ever spoken in my life rolled off of my tongue and fell like stones to the floor of the little chapel I found myself in. There they lay like a pair of eyes, staring up at me in accusation. I closed my own in defense against them, even though to the few onlookers it appeared as though it was due to the dutiful new-wifely kiss I now had to bestow upon my new husband. My new husband.... I couldn't help shuddering, nevermind if Sorben felt it or not. By this time I had no more strength to pretend any longer; I had used all that up in the three days it took us to get to this mysterious little hole-in-the-universe where I was finding myself keeping my promise I had made during that fateful moment on Aftershock. At the time I had really hoped that he might let me out of the Force cage, and in the time it would have taken to, well... go anywhere or do something, I might have come up with an idea. I should have really known better. Before he had dropped the shimmering walls of force-dampering energy of the cage, he had reached into his armor and had drawn out two very familiar-looking gems. They were the force-blocking ones Seus had given to us on the day I had first been taken to the Guild world by Sorben. "I don't want Dark or Desolist sensing us, babes. We can't risk it. Put this on, and keep it on you always." He had then looped the necklace around my neck... and had stuck like glue to me ever since. Indeed, I had found myself hard-pressed to find a decent hidey-hole for my ring until I could retrieve it and place it on my person; funny how Kaladorian spidersilk dresses just don't come equipped with pockets. I had mentioned this to Sorben... and immediately wished I hadn't. It seemed like from that moment on he couldn't keep his hands off of me, and I was bit by bit running out of excuses. The "I'm so worried about our daughter," and "I'm still a bit sore from the delivery, Sorben," were wearing a bit thin, having been repeated in various and sundry permutations until even my vocabulary -- hey, I wasn't the daughter of a professor for nothing! -- had finally run dry. Although he had politely backed off each time, and had finally found a flightsuit for me to wear... one which looked suspiciously like the one I had aboard Jester II, sans equipment ...there was still that strange hunger in his eyes that I had to continually fight against. Even though he never stopped pressing home the fact that he loved me, the words somehow fell short of his advances. It was as if he was trying to get me pregnant again, sheesh. Now my time had run out. As I pulled away from him and glanced around at the polite strangers who were our witnesses, I couldn't help the sudden onslaught of panic that was beginning to rise up in me. We were married. Tonight was to be our wedding night. The worry and fear and trepidation and shock of old love turning into this terrible travesty was too much. Everything wavered about me, then vortexed into blackness as the floor rose up to meet me, faster than even Sorben's lightning reflexes could prevent from happening. [ 05-18-2002 06:24 PM: Message edited 1 time, lastly by Graysith ] |