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Aelvedaar
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posted 10-12-2002 02:33 AM
((Continues from A Strangely Hollow Universe in this forum....)) I do not know how long it has been that I have stood here, staring into the silken greeny-golden swirls of otherness which encompass the interior of my Crystal Octahedron... as well as all that possibly could exist in all the timelines ever existing in this universe. Ages could have passed by without my knowledge; aye, once or twice a distant cry for help has come to my ears, but I heed them not, and merely choose to remain here watching events as they whisper quietly to me, revealing themselves within the verdant depths of the device. My hand grips the cool crystalline side, my claws rake and scratch along its adamantine surface. I blink, watching the unraveling of time, watching as pain and sorrow march hand in hand through Phrinnchatka... ...and for the first time in all the years since I ever came to know of the wonder of the All, I have my doubts. Is this the price? It answers the call of those who have come, it responds without hesitation as the one who was the child of my love bears off into the darker realms the daughter of another. It makes not a peep as great evil seems to take the upper hand. It cares not for the hearts of those within this city... only for... For what? The good of the many? What many? The Sith? Does it remain obedient to those who command it as the path they follow yet will lead to the salvation of my kind? Or am I merely fooling myself; have the studies I have inherited, and augmented with my own, and with those of my brothers all been for naught? Have we been misled? Or is the All a stern and unforgiving Mistress, who also demands her quota of blood and pain? I hang my head as the miseries of those without rush to enfold me in a dark miasma of pain and gloom, and continue to stare into the Octahedron, seeking answers to myriad questions there. |